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Sunday, February 27, 2011

When Law of Attraction Works Against You

Well, we have another adventure to share this week. This time, not such a fun story. You will find with my stories, most of them are about money. Although I do have other Law of Attraction stories, finances seem to be the stories that really are really profound for me since I've always had trouble with money. Plus, it seems everyone is having financial problems. This week it was my water bill. Ugh!


When You Can't Shake the Way You Feel...

I am always worried about bills. It's just part of my nature. Has been since I was a child and we did not have a lot. My mother was always worried about bills. I guess I got it from her. I know when it comes to Law of Attraction that this is NOT the way to bring about less worry about bills. It actually brings more which is probably why I'm always worried about bills, till this day. (I'm working on changing that...just bare with me) Like usual, I was worried about my water bill. My husband had missed a few days of work the week before from a shoulder injury (Law of Attraction in action) and I knew his check would not be much. I was hoping it would at least be $100 which would have covered most of it. No luck. $67 paycheck and me in a panic. My husband is pretty much our only source of income since my business seems to have slowed for now. I figured I'd try to make some sales anyways and see if I could come up with the money. I was not feeling very positive about that prospect either. May be why I never got the sales I was looking for. Now, I know that this is all working against me, but my mind will not stop freaking out. Try as I might, I could not change my feelings about the situation. Come the day the money was due, I was without the money. Not good, again. This really sent me into a tailspin and depression set in.


Keep in mind that the Law of Attraction mostly works on what your thinking AND feeling. I was feeling depression, anxiety, sadness, guilt, and anger. I was very angry that I was going through this whole situation. No one should ever have to worry about NOT having water at their home. I was angry with the world and with myself. I felt the whole gambut of negative emotions. This of course brought more of those emotions to me. I wound up having a fight with my hubby, who was screaming at me. (very rare) The kids were all being disobedient and fighting. Everything that could go wrong did. I had to sell my Wii just to get food for the rest of the week. Friday rolled around and the water got turned back on. However, there still was not enough money leftover to buy groceries. However, I got what I could and said thank you for the water being turned back on. My feelings began to improve and the weekend has gone well. I will be going to the food bank tomorrow (Monday, Feb. 28th) with my more positive attitude. Perhaps I will get enough to last a while. In my dispair, Law of Attraction did bring me something that actually helped me to get a better attitude right now. It's called the Love or Above by Christie Marie Sheldon. I got an email offer for a $1 trial. Perfect price for me. The great thing was, after I ordered it for a $1, it gave me the whole program on download. I now own it and I only paid $1! Thank you Universe!


What is the lesson here? Lesson here is that when you have a situation that is dire to your life, you have to find a way to feel positive about the best outcome happening in the end. Know that it is taken care of, and move on. I have a hard time letting go and allowing the Universe do it's job. I learned a big lesson about that this week.


During this week's experience I found a new site for me to sell my readings on. It's called ioffer.com . I listed a couple of readings there. It was funny because when I made the listing on there, the descriptions for my readings just rolled right out of my fingertips. Love what I wrote there too. He he. I have no doubt that Law of Attraction brought me the inspired action to list there and the descriptions I wrote for my readings. I've put the signal out that I would like more money. Now I'm going to leave it to the Universe to bring it to me!


I hope you gained something from this week's adventure with Law of Attraction or The Secret. I will be back again next week to share another story!